What I was feeling when... I met another bad driver

Ever since I got to know Nick I knew I had found someone who wasn't dishonest and was straightforward.  When our relationship continued I realized I had met the bad driver that Nick warned me about.  The only thing he didn't warn me about was that he was that other bad driver.  And now neither of us are safe.  When I last talked to Nick on the phone and he was brutal I wasn't used to it.  It hurt me to be treated like that.  I felt wounded, no one had wounded me before and I wasn't pleased with the feeling.  I had opened up more to him than most and so that was probably why I tore me up so much.  However, I'm a big girl and I get over things pretty quickly.  Now I just despise the man.  I couldn't give a rat's ass about what he does anymore because I'm over him.  And boy, am I happy to know I'm over him and there's a long line of candidates already waiting their turn.  I'm delighted knowing that I will be able to move on just as quickly or more so.  He doesn't know what he is missing really, and I don't see why he wouldn't miss me.  Oh and that comment about lying to himself, jeez, that made me mad.  Who does he think he is to try and make me seem less than what I really am.  Whatever, I felt relieved after that talk.  Yes, I was furious and sad for a time but now I do not care, I feel free to do what I want and the sense of relief knowing I don't love anyone anymore is overwhelming and I just love it.