Monday, April 27, 2015

What I was thinking... When I first met Nick

When I first saw Nick and he walked into the room I had occupied, I was amused.  I had been doing nothing all day and a new face was intriguing for me.  However, Lord knows I would never show it to him.  Hopefully he never noticed that I glanced at him out of the corner of my eye.  There was no way that I would show interest because that shows weakness.  I never show weakness, hell, I don't even sweat during my tournaments.  I thought for a while about how he would be fun to play with.  And boy did I liked my fun.  I mean I had needs I had to attend to, so not all of it was "selfish".  Even though I knew he was Daisy's cousin I wondered how related they really were to each other.  First, or second? I don't know. And who cares anyway; at least he's not related to me.  Oh god no, Daisy said my name, so rather then acting as though I didn't hear I glanced over--but just slightly.  A quick nod would do so once that was finished I went back to ignoring them.  He looked so uneasy.  I feel like I have that effect on people a lot though.  It's my confidence and my alluring nature though, men don't know how to act around formidable women--at least the weak ones.  And here they go, talking about Daisy again.  Boy, does that girl thrive on compliments.  I don't need compliments, I already know what people think of me, at least what men think of me.  Now I just need to figure out what Nick thought of me.

1 comment:

  1. Jordan, I am really glad I met you. You have made such a positive change in my life. From the first moment I laid eyes on you I knew we had a connection. I think you felt it as well. I was really nervous when we first talked. Making a good first impression was all I wanted to do. Judging by our relationship that followed I'd
    say I made a pretty good one. Thank you for all the great times we spent
    together. I will never forget it. I am overjoyed that we were able to become such friends.
    -Andrew Ruff

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